learned light- a journal entry

2018/02/04 I find sometimes I am a swirling maelstrom of neuroses. My paranoid, overthinking tendencies take on the crushing quality of a tidal wave, and the gasps of clarity I intake are short lived as the rushing waters of insecurity fill my lungs once more. It’s as though I can see myself being out of […]

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hold on to your hat

Today is my Aunt’s birthday. I was two when she passed, my memories are limited, trapped in a haze of childhood, back when days bled together and time held less weight. So if asked to recall the sound of her laugh or the way she held herself I would come up blank. But my whole […]

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so, this is the new year

-and I don’t feel any different. Death Cab For Cutie have a song for every obscure feeling I’ve ever felt- this is a fact. When the clock struck midnight and I watched as my friends sang 2017 goodbye, I drunkenly swayed on my feet and felt rather detached from it all. Lately holidays don’t resonate […]

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summer’s ending- a playlist

Summer is ending and I’m left wondering, did it ever begin within me? It seems I am bred for the colder months, tinged in frost, housing storms. There are freckles spattered across my nose, proof that the season left a mark on me, however temporary it may be. They will fade and so will the […]

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